Tanling's blog! (:

After some deep-thought-ing, came up with this.

Inspiring leh. xD

Okok.. (:

Why do people always think about how much they have given to others then how much MORE others have given to them?

Loving others is not looking back on how much you have already give them and do a comparison..

If they give you lesser than you do, then you stop giving and complain.

If they give you more than you do, then you continue giving them

Wrong! It's not this way.

Love is going beyond the expectation you have for yourself.

Love is not being calculative.

Love is having patience beyond your own limit.

Love is being kind and not showing attitude.

Love is not giving up but holding on.

Love is not complain and grumble but genuine care.

Love is sacrificing and not selfishness.

Love is forgiving and forgetting and not remembering.

Love is respecting and not ignoring.

I apologies to those who I have not love enough (but I deny that I hate/dislike anyone).

And I hope that those who had hurt me and not love me..

Will read this, and really repent. I don expect a apology or anything. Jux want God to really touch and change you. (: (: (:

bold words are similar to what I thought of. :D See how God grant me knowledge and experience. :D

The bible says in 1 Cor 13:4-7

Love is patient, Love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trust, always hopes, always perseveres.

Thank you, God! :D I LOVE YOU! :D Gonna really really really 'see' ya later and the next two days! :D :D :D

Gone for encounter weekends. :D

Until sunday..

Miss me! :D

Miss you! :D

Morning.

TYA.

Meet at 9.15am at QCC.

The little boyboys play fighting. :X

Siti very nice. (: Once I reach QCC, she INVITED me to sit beside her. (: (: (:

9.30am leave.

She wants to partner me. So sweet. Haha. (:

In the bus, she ensures that noone is left out from her side, thoughtful. :D

Reach 162.

Went 4th floor. The  halloween party venue. (:

Had character day. (:

They talk about RESPECT. Wah! HAHA!

Only Jeremy, Geofrey, Darius, Elaine, Xueting and me went. Others: 2 cross-country members and ashwin.

Noel, Yvonne, Mabel, Gwen and Dan came too. (:

Merge with Hougang club. (:

HAHAHA!

Blahblahblahblah..

Wrote encouragment paper to Nuraini and Siti.

Nur volunteer to do a dance(although she don noe what she is going to do a dance.)

Confidence and volunteery. :D & Etcetc. :D

Siti: Very nice and sweet. Ensures noone is left out. (: And etcetc. :D

Lunch

Sat with Dan, Nelson, Yvonne and Elaine. :D

Had the super dry and weird fishball noodles.

Dan said its appearance not good + if it's him, he won't eat.

HAHAHA! Then, I jux try.

The noodles stick TOGETHER one lo! D:

Humph! I want to eat Mee Hoon Kway!!! D: D: D: My favourite handmade noodles. :D

But closed. D: No choice but to eat that weird weird noodles.

Realise I weird too. The chilli padi I said not very spicy, but the chilli paste I find it weird and spicy.

I'm WEIRD!! HAHA!

Thanks RICOCO for helping elaine and me take fork, save my day!

Seriously, I don really use chopsticks and I don like too! D:

Then, tell them more about Marcus, Patty, Darius, Jiayang and Jeremy. (:

Remembering Marcus playplay cut Candice hair then go disturb her, in the end, she scolded him!

I cannot contol my laughter. After hearing what I said, they never laugh leh. D:

Must really see then funny. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

GB Leadership Programme

Play games.

Play-ed 'lai, lai, lai' and 'blindfolded musical chair'.

FUN! :D

Continue again. 2.23am le. Damn tired. hahaha.. See ya! :D

OhMyGosh!!! HAHAHA! Joker. :D

Haix.. I'm down in the mouth.

I really don noe what granny wants..

She'll only tell us what ah tun did wrong when she's angry.

Really spoil ah tun.

HAIX! Now don even noe when ah tun is speaking the truth and when's not.

She lied too many times.

Not one, not two, not three. More than ten or twenty times.

We trusted you again and again.

Even when we caught you red-handed, you still deny.

I really don noe what you are thinking, what you have been taught and how are your children going to be..

I really can't imagine. It's way beyond imagination, too ridiculous and scary.

At this age, your maturity is still so low, seriously..

I'm not being bhb, judging her or whatever.. But honestly, her maturity level is like a sec 1, and even I'm more mature than her.

She's not first-timer maid, surely she noe what's expected from her and how she should behave.

Saw her doing something, yet she deny. I saw it with my OWN EYES! Are you trying to say I'm lying or I'm accusing you?

Then, tell her 'you lied so so so many times, how to tell me to believe you? HUH?'

If it's you la, you've been cheated extremely many times. like more than 10 or 20 times, do you think you will really really really trust the person so fast?

In jux less than one day? OF COZ NOT! Others may not even trust you the second time.. As the saying goes: 'once bitten, twice shy' Which idiot will let the snake bite so so so many times?

But why do you want to abuse the trust given to you? You think it's fun? Or what? You want to change us? Think we are people whom you can easily take advantages of? Yup, maybe for the 10/20 times, but NO LONGER now!

Let me tell you, YOU ARE ABSOLUTELY NO LONGER TRUSTABLE!

I SERIOUSLY DON FEEL LIKE CARING!

A wolf under sheep's clothing. Your true colours are already out. Very colourful! You are a good hand in lying but it's flawful! I don wanna to say anymore, I don want to judge, criticise, or do whatever to you. It's not very nice. Actually, I would rather live WITHOUT A MAID, maid are too troublesome, and you don noe what kind of person they are.. Too scary for me. TOO SCARY. Because of you, I changed, I cried, I scolded, I sorta judged and I did alot of things that I don wanna do. I protected you.. Giving you so many chances, and you took it for granted. I really don noe what you want and how to even change you to a better person so that you are someone your children look upon to and not look down on.

Someone of genuine love, caring, wise, mature and someone that will be able to make your children obedient children..

Seriously.. You got our trust over and over and over again.. but now you've LOST it.

And it can never be earned back since ya're leaving.

I'll miss ya, certainly will. No matter how many wrongs you did, didn't I forgive and forget. I really don noe how to what do you expect more from us..

Fri.

Daddy woke me up at 7.15/ 20am.

Asked what time need reach school.

Checked hp coz yesterday sms asked ricoco and twinny. (:

Then, both said EIGHT AM!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Then, jumped out of bed.

Faster brush teeth, wash face, change, clip hair, wear shoes and rush to the lift.

7.45am

Tie hair, walk to bus-stop, stop at traffic light, missed 145! Argh!

Waitwait.. 198. Bye! 147. Hi!

Saw Qiannan. Sat with her. (:

Saw Desmond at the next bus-stop..

SKIP...............................

Reached school.

LATE! AHHHHH!!!!

But nothing happened also.

Reach-ed at about 8.10? ):

wait..wait..wait.

Mr Alan Cheng took my report book and tell me talk.

Mr cheng: talk.

Tanling jux smile.

Mr Cheng: T-A-L-K.

Tanling think.. oh, talk.

Mr Cheng: You know what is that?

Tanling finally talk: yupyup.. Talk lo. (:

Mr Cheng: Ok. talk about your results.

Tanling jux keep laughing and smiling.

Mr Cheng: I wonder how you pass your oral when you didn't talk. How do you score ah?

Tanling: Oral is picture ma.

Mr Cheng am-chio, saying: Oh.. But after that have conversation, right?

Tanling: Yupyup. but not about the picture ma. Is the teacher ask question. (:

Mr Cheng: Oh.. It's the same. Now, I want you to talk about your results.

Tanling: Ok la. (: HAHA! No As lo. D:

Mr Cheng: Ok, good observation. Then?

Tanling: Very poor results lo.

Mr Cheng: Are you being sarcastic?

Tanling: Huh? Why?

Mr Cheng: You're 3rd in class and you say poor, so you're trying to say the 34 people behind you should retain? And No As. Poor results is not a full sentence.

Tanling: No la! HAHAHA! ok la, ok la.

Tanling: Eh.. I had poor results and also no As, can? (:

Mr Cheng: Ya.. More?

Tanling: Ok.. My maths very bad, jux passed.

Mr Cheng: Oh ok.. Why do you think so?

Tanling: Coz normally never train, then not enough time.

Mr Cheng: No.. Other than not enough time?

Tanling: Ok la.. Not enough practices lo. D:

Mr Cheng: Yay! That's the main idea.

HAHAHA! Then, asked what course, aggregate, aims, goals.

Then, aiming 11 points. 22223.

So he asked eng: 2. The others?

Okok. Then I said.

Eng: 2, sci: 2, art: 2, maths: 2,  humans: 3 (coz ss not good).

He said I eat gang tang(potato in hokkein)

Then I ah? Oh.. Ang mio. HAHAHA!

Wah! Continue tomorrow if I'm free. Very sianx now.. HAHAHA! Sorry. But after that, see ms lio, saw ms lee, eat at tiong, take photos, make bottle. (:

Feeling much better now! :D

Thanks for all the bible verses and encouragements from friends and family! :D

Hmm.. God gave me all the strength and he really dotes me alot. He put a pause to my test. (: (: (:

Woo hoo! :D

Hee.. okok.

Morning.

Reach-ed school.

Thamtham and kaman standing there.

Then, talk talk. Put down bag. Sit down.

Noone standby at Singapore flag and School flag.

Ms Quah and Ms Lee asked me how come noone standby, who's on duty.

Then, Germaine never come. Lihong and Hwa mun do duty.

Teachers want RICOCO(Thamtham) and me to stand with them.

I guided Lihong with Singapore Flag.

WOO HOO!!! :D Really made my day.

FIRST time this year gb pull. Pull until so perfect, once the song ends, the flag reach the top! :D

Thanks to TANLING & LIHONG.

Schoool flag was not bad too. Jux miss by like 2/3 secs. (:

Anyway.. Mr Simen said next year bottom will change and will be cheaper.

I got like 2/3 skirts NEVER WEAR before.

Can't bear to wear it, coz new ma. -.-

Waste MY money! D:

After assembly.

Dorothy helped me keep my skirtskirt, ARIGATO! Love ya! :D

Ms Quah came and tell me to be her model on wed for the hss concert to show the school what is the appropriate attire. (:

Jeremy Chin also. (:

Haha! Then, ok lo. (:

Interclass Competition.

RICOCO headache.

She very idiot leh!!! Not enough sleep, still keep staying under the SUPER DUPER hot sun!

Migrane ah! D: D: D:

I heartache. D: HAHA! Then, bring her to the shade with elaine.

Fanned her, she gave out cold sweat! D:

Go canteen. She makan. (: I help-ed her buy leh. Gave her a hug also. :D :D :D

Captain ball. Soccer. Basketball.

Girls are all captain ball.

Soccer 3e4 first! :D

Recess.

Ate noodles. (:

Wanna kiss ricoco, she don want!

Then, elaine also copy me.

Her classmates saw, then say she les! HAHAHA!

They thought she really kiss. -.-

Mass games.

Due to the lack of time, don have.

Played suduko instead. Played hangman with Janica. (:

Then, they played another game.. Must get the items they want afap.

Then, only Janica and me like so on on this game. The rest like watching show like that.

But thanks ADELINE, NELLY, DOROTHY, JEREMY, DANIEL, KOKO, AND THE REST who contributed to the items required! :D

Then, so kan chiong, still lose. Don wanna play le, so ps lo. -.-

Like one madwoman begging for pens and shoes and everything. HAHA!

Anyway, after one round, they also never play le.

Prize-giving.

Gave notebooks. (:

HAHA! When announce 3e4, I WOO! Then, Nelly, janica and some also woo with me.

Ricoco most on one lo. Their class, she threecheers! :D I helped to shout HOORAY! :D :D :D

After school.

Went Makan with Elaine, Ricoco, Bonehneh, Coco.(:

Tanwan. Bestie, Lele and their gang also went tiong. (:

Meet Bonehneh and Coco at BK. Went MC.

Bought finish food, Bestie they all tell me give up my seats.

HAHA! Retarded! They got like 7 people. So many people only 5 seats.

But in the end, they sat down. (:

Coco, Elaine, Ricoco and me ate fillet-o-fish.

Only bonehneh ate nuggets.

HAHA!

Went to Level 4, wanna make the shirt, cup and bottle with our photos printed on! :D

WAH! HAHA! So happy! :D

Wait for some to save enough money first. (:

Saw the acarde got SKY QUAK. They keep saying I'm QUAK TAN LING.

I'm SERIOUSLY SINGLE now! -.- HAHAHA! Stupid hor? But I still love them! :D

Elaine went off first.

After that, went BK again.

Slack and discuss about having a LEADERSHIP TRAINING CAMP in Nov. (: (LC)

I DON WANT school!!! D: D: D:

They want budgetbudget and must do duty one! D:

I want Chalet. Me scaredscared. (but after that, Shanice sms-ed me a verse, VERY MEANINGFUL and HELPFUL, thank God! You saw my needs! :D)

Ok la.. Anything. I'm exhausted, slept at 12am last night. D:

Anyway, keep seeing the erhem and erhem with a ***.. :/

I'm really not angry with them already, jux waiting for them to realise their mistakes and at the very least let me noe they noe that they are wrong..

I don even expect an apologise.. FORGAVE & FORGOTTEN. When I see you, the incident no longer flashback but disappoinment jux keep filling my heart.

Keep trying not to see until them. D:

After bonehneh gone. The three of us went Mc AGAIN.

Ate ice-cream and fries.

The area we sitting at stink to the max, man.

Changed seats.

A couple sat down. My eraser lost! Think at the stinking table there. Keep spying on them my eraser.

HAHAHA! Then, coco keep making ricoco and me laugh.

The 3 of us laugh-ed DAMN LOUD, disgrace hss ah. Tried to control, but eating ice-cream, mouth can't close. :/

After that, my eraser really there. -.-

Told them meeting Jeremy and Ms quah tomorrow.

They talk rubbish. HAHA! Say what later got sparks, I said don think so. Haha.

HAHAHA! Then, soon go home le. About 6+. (:

Woo! :D

Looking forward to tomorrow(planning), 6pm meeting ms quah for the thingy, and wed(proposal of LC, mind's cafe by Charmaine. :D)

Reach-ed home.

Called Jeremy wanting to discuss venue for meeting ms quah tomorrow.

Asked him to guess who I am. HAHAHA! He thought I'm cell people.

Then, after that, he kept guessing. Then, he guess dalston's gf, I said nope. I'm dan's gf.

After that, hint to him school one, he guess me. He thought I like Dan. HAHAHA!

Okok. Today was overall quite happy and enjoyable. (:

Oh.. And the title of the post is I really don noe.

Coz..

Teacher noe what happened and noe my squad is the most challenging.

They're looking through it, and may change squad members.

I suddenly don want them to change, unless I go ask my squad members who wanna leave.

Coz I really don want people to be unhappy being in Sqaud 5. If they don noe how to appreciate my care and love, it's ok. I'll continue to show, but won't really nag, advice and scold them. (:

Good, right? So, think gonna talk to them tomorrow. (:

Another conflict and it's gonna be my mind that breaks down.

Is it some kind of situation God wants me to be in? I must be strong!

I don wanna judge and scold them. They're too much. Taking advantages of others' kindness.

Talk to you all nicely cannot one. I don noe what you all want! Can you tell me? I'm not your mind-reader.

HAIX! People in school and even at home is changing me.

Not from bad to good. but vice versa.

My maid's maturity is like a 12 years old kid. My gosh! Even mei and i are more mature than her.

Don noe what happened to her also. or maybe it's jux how she is brought out.(I can't judge her family, but what she does, shows it)

We treat her like a family already, what does she expect.

Unsatisfied. Wanting more. Excuses. Act dumb. Steal. Lie. Accuse. Lazy. Overdoing. Stubborn. Rebellious. Complain. No self-respect. No self-awareness. No respect. Sensitive. Selfish. Does not cherish. Take care and love for granted. Irresponsible.

Taking without asking is steal.. You won't respect neither be respected when you don even have self-respect. After buying groceries, jux throw outside of the house.

How are you going to teach your children in future. I once remembered something happened to your family, but now I noe why.

We had been bearing for veryveryvery long.

I think it's time we let her go.

Both what happened in school and at home is the same.

BAD COMPANY! God hold on to me, Lord.

I'm really thankful there's all these people who care about me!

CRAZY! I'm GOING CRAZY! EMOTION BREAKDOWN! MENTAL BREAKDOWN!

I jux hope tomorrow will come soon, and jux play my troubles away!

I'll explain more if anyone of you wanna noe. (conditions apply the same)

Emotion breakdown today.

Really thanks NATALING, XUETING, SHANICE, SHIRLEEN, HEATHER, KAMAN, JANNIFER, MS LORETTA LEE and EVERYONE who cares and loves me.

Especially NATALING, because she's the one who notice I cried, and care and love me.

Thanks a zillion and love ya!

Actually..

Had been bearing it for very long.

Especially these past three days.

It's not entirely someone's fault, but it is quite a number of people.

I noe this is a test from God to make me grow and learn, but I jux don noe what to do.

God, I can't hear you! D:

Speak to me. D:

Haix.. Even after that, she still don realise her wrongs.

It's not backstab, gossping, spreading rumors or whatever.

I jux wanna express my feelings out.

I may sound very nasty, but trust me, this is not the real me, and this is jux what I think from deep in my heart.

If you noe me well, you will noe what kind of person I am.

I don judge, criticise, insult, gossip and whatever unless you (all) really overdo it.

I may be at fault, I shouldn't even have ask that question or maybe I should don even care what you all do, what will happen to you.

But still.. It's for your own good.

I mean I care for you, I seriously do, and I love you, and it's true.

If I don, I will like totally don care you all.

I noe God purposely gave me the toughest squad and the toughest task, but still who can I blame?

Not God, but me.

Likewise, who can you blame?

Ok. You can blame me, but how about you? You TOTALLY think you have no fault at all.

I can seriously tell you, when I'm angry, I'll cry.

But I try not to, during friday and everything.

But you(all) aree overdoing it. You noe?

It's hard for me to handle it.

Even now, when I'm typing this, my tears are flowing.

Nataling scold you(all), some of you realised it, that's good.

But what about the person that I'm most disappointed with?

You wasn't like this before. What happen to you? Can I even get back the old you?

Why are you like that? I noe you did that because you want more friends or whatever.

But actually you are getting more people who dislike you. You're showing us you want to be a clown and you have ABSOLUTELY no self-respect, no self-love, no self-esteem. You're trying to be a people-pleaser. And stop it.

Don carry on to the situation that I can no longer get you back.

Stop right here and turn back.

Try to think about yourself, if you're easily-influence, don even go near bad company.

Because it will only ruin you, trust me.

Do you (all) think I like scolding and shouting at you (all)?

I can tell you seriously, NO!

No one likes shouting and scolding people unless they themselves like to be scolded, or they are some kind of sadist or psycho.

You can ask my friends, classmates, and everyone that are close to me.

I can be nice, if you want me to be. And vice versa.

And someone told me, only squad leaders are I'm lenient and heather strict.

Do you noe ever since I started scolding one time in GB, my character sort of change, which is what I don wan.

What do you (all) want to do? Change into someone that you (all) will hate and misunderstand?

If you want me to don care, jux tell me: 'TANLING, I WANT YOU TO STOP CARING, LOVING, WORRYING & WHATEVER ABOUT ME.'

And YOUR WISH WILL BE GRANTED.

I don wan you(all) to like, whenever I give you all instructions, advice or what, you all 'orh orh orh' and jux forget what you all orh about.

Even though I feel like talking to my friends, not only you (all) have friends and cliques but me too, i have.

You think I don wish to be with them?

But please, self-discipline yourself.

Is there really a need to talk when it's time to keep your mouth shut and zip it up?

My friends talk to me, I'll jux tell them, wait, later then say.

To set a good example and to train myself.

Trust me.

Don tell me, in future when you (all) go out to work, you can anytime you like, go out of the office and find your friends or jux call your friends during office hours?

NO, right?

And come on, this is a UNIFORMED GROUP.

What do you expect?

Every week, slack slack.

You can go ask around, GB is the best already.

No after school training(except a few weeks or month only)

Other coy have saturday meetings, but our coy, don have.

It's good enough, what do you expect?

Every week come here, and jux see the GB fall?

You will understand when you really grow up, mature and think.

Actually I'm not angry or what already, but you said you are still angry with me, for what?

And if I were to talk to you (all), will you (all) scold vulgarities, find excuses, push blames, more hatred or whatever, I really don noe.

Also, I don really take the initiative to talk to people, unless i'm comfortable with you (all) or the way you express yourself is acceptable.

I really feel like giving up on you (all), but what can I do but jux hold on, and allow God to give me strength to grow?

I can honestly tell you, I may be someone who will look upon people and think 'does they dislike me?' and 'how can i make them like me?' really obese about how people think about me and change according to what they want me to be, in short, PEOPLE PLEASER. LAST TIME.

But after I really really stop backsliding and accepted Christ truely in my life.

God really change me, and tell me 'in whatever you do, right or wrong, there will always be someone who dislike you. but what matters is does you even dislike yourself?'

I don care if you (all) wanna tell the whole wide world about anything, but in the end, understand that in whatever you do, God will always be watching.

Be it jux a minor lie to a big gossip about me and making everyone who does not noe me think wrongly about me, God will always be watching.

You (all) may claim that you are Christian(s), but what you do, don show that you are.

Maybe me too, but I did pray for forgiveness, have you seriously think about what you did, repent, pray for forgiveness, forgive and forget?

It's up to you what you want your life to be, listen or not, it's your choice.

Thinking back now, I think I should have jux close one eyes and be like other squad leaders, don care lo.

But I jux can't put myself to it.

I think I've said too much.

Wanna noe exactly what happen, come and ask me ba.

But I may not tell you, like I said I'm not very open-minded, so depends on how close we are, and how much trust you have given me. (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TANLING, CHENWEI, HONG MENG AND JING LONG! :D

Slept at 2+, woke up at 8+. D:

THANKS to all that wishes me happy birthday! :D

Getting better coz God heal-ed me, but i still carry on making myself sicker. D:

Haix..

Then, bath-ed and everything.

Went out together with my parent.

She going bugis work and i going chinatown k. :D

Reach-ed mrt.

Anyway, think i wear nicer yesterday. :X

HAHA! Then, wait for them.

Lots of sms coming in and going out.

Phone lag! LAG! Argh! Think sms take too much space le. D:

Shirleen, Nataling and Elaine arrived like 10minutes after me. (:

All wore black.

Saw xt, only one wearing grey. xD

We are the 'hei se hui' xDxDxD

HAHAHA!

Go CK buy tidbits.

They kept saying budget, budget, budget. HAHA! Funnyfunny. (:

Walking back.

They reading chinese words. Wah! I read correctly leh.. (Pa, mei look here!)

Go lucky chinatown, room 16.

First to sing.

Chinese songs. -.-

PAPA, meimei! Look here, I CAN read those words, ok? (: My standard not bad, don bully me le! HAHA!

But not all la, coz it's 'fan ti' one, but my standard not bad le leh. (: (: (:

Chinese songs, don noe. Sang abit. Skip.Sang abit. Skip.Sang abit. Skip. ENGLISH SONGS, please! Haha..

Then, sang britney spears the. :D My old old fav singer. (: Like her last time songs and she is very chio now! Woo Hoo! :D :D :D

Singsing.

Drank honey lemon.

Accidentally spill-ed. D:

It was damn nice la. I like drink 3 sips only, what the!!! D: D: D:

Then, xt and shirleen go pink kaman up.

Our timing extended from 2 to 3 coz kaman coming.

Sing, sing, sing.

Went past room 12. Elaine told me hendersonians inside.

After going to the toilet, I look into room 12.

Saw peizhen and jielin.

Tell them sing, don want! D:

After we finish our kbox session, walk to bus-stop.

Decide to go bugis or suntec.

I said like wanna rain le, then nat and elaine wanna go off.

Left Kaman, Shirleen, Xueting and me. :D

Went in to don noe what shop see see. (:

Shirleen gtg. So, we sent her to Mrt, then walk to another bus-stop.

Took bus to queensway.

Ting said she wanna buy purse or pencil case.

Then, shopshop. (:

Anyway.. Upload again. (: Gtg now. D:

Slept at 11.30pm.

Woke up at 4.30am.

STUDY, STUDY, STUDY! :D :D :D

For SS, for SS, for SS! :D

Thank God I'm not tired. (:

Morning.

SS EOY. (:

First, look at Section B.

Wrote point form for the Sinhala-Tamils.

Proceed to Section A.

Wrote damn lots of things.

Passed 1 hour, still at Section A.

CHIONG AH!!!

Like not enough time to write finish all I wanna write lo. D:

Scaredscared. ):

Sms daddy. :D :D :D

NO arts!

Wanted to go opposite with Candice, Adeline and Khaixin. :D

Saw Marcus and kewei at bus-stop.

Ask Marcus, my 'Good' friend wanna study with us.

HAHAHA! Always bully me one! D:

He go home, we went seven eleven. (:

Bought Maggi and Big Bag; Pizza. :D

Went back school, eat.

Study. (:

Marcus came. (: Tessa came. (: Jiayang came. (:

The other Sec 3s ended.

Ping go eat. (:

Went up for oral. (:

IDIOT!!! Mrs Seeto is the Teacher-In-Charge.

Say what first come, first take oral. Say it's like early bird get the worm.

I said we're not bird, someone said early worm get eaten. HAHAHA! Funny lo！

Jenhow rock his chair, then fell down.

Once bitten, won't twice shy.

Still rock somemore.

Then, Poh Kiat, jenhow and some other guys talk.

Teacher tell 3e2 to go first.

3e2 everyone got tested already, 3e4 still left super many lo.

Jacklyn damn pro la. HAHA!

Talk back to teacher, said what she biased.

Yao Ren, Huaile, Cantona everyone laugh lo..

My turn.

Ms Zhang is my invigilator. (:

Passage mostly I can read. (:

Conversation;

Question 1: As the saying goes, parents are their children's first teachers. Do you agree?

Agree. and explain. (:

Question 2: What should parents do when their children did something wrong?

Answer-ed

Question 3: Teenagers and parents' relationship should be like friends. Do you agree?

Agree & disagree. Explain agree. But forgot explain disagree.

ARGH! D:

Went Tiong.

With Khaixin, Candice, Adeline and Sixuan

Took bus together with Jiaxi, nelly, mandy, huiqi.

Think like that only. (:

Reach-ed.

Went to comics connection to buy presents for TANJUEPING! :D

After which, went to Minitoons. (:

Suddenly, remember-ed Yeujeng, and don noe geoffrey or kenley and chenwei said don have minitoons.

I remember-ed super clearly have lo! They don believe. HAHA! D:

Wanted to buy a eyore bowl for Heather. coz don have her fav cartoon.

The black colour thingy that look like bird, haha. (:

However, we eventually bought a eyore pillow for her. (:

Saw Lydia and Patty.

Khaixin asked if Lydia wanna contribute to Ping's present.

Later messaging patty to ask her about Ping's.

And some sec 3 gb girls if wanna contribute to Heather's. (:

After that, went home.

Never bring keys.

Granny and ah tun was nowhere to be seen.

Called her friend. Went to find her at somewhere else.

Accompany them go her friend's house.

Went to buy bubble tea.

Saw *a**a*ie*.

He saw me. like jux saw a ghost.

Exaggerate lo!

I'm like about 5metres away, he say 'wah' then run away. -.-

Then, i walking home, then he over there.

Run to like 1km away.

Siao lo!!! Exaggerate.. -____-'

Like wanna avoid someone who like him like that.

Sms-ed and ask him.

He said he don remember seeing me. -.-

Fakefake one lo..

HAHAHA!

Then, told Pingping.

And bluffbluff say I go downstairs buy a pen as birthday present. Want? (:

HAHAHA!

Anyway, Eunice they all bought the kimboem's writing pad and some other kimbum's things for ping

Whereas, we bought a Kimbum Calender for her, abit waste money la, i think.

Coz afterall, won't like him FOREVER ma.

HAHA! :X

My money. D':

HAHAHA! Nvm la! (:

My birthday coming too.

Think gonna have quite alot of things (eating, movie, go out, chalet)

BUT need money..

Don wanna let parents pay. How? ):

Ah! HAHA! God will help me..

Andand me want presents! presents!

Especially from him. (: (: (:

And..

Chan Khai Xin, look here!

I'm sorry for dragging your birthday gift.

But IMM don have elmo store!!! SERIOUSLY!

Choose something else.

P.S I'm paying for it myself! So don too ex, not over $40? I guess.. Andand must appreciate and cherish it well ah! :D :D :D

Special lo.. Even TANJUEPING also don have. HAHAHA!

And thanks for helping me pay for my food first, so pathetic, never bring money. All i have is FIFTY CENTS! -.-

HAHAHA! Okok.

I think I better go study le, byes! :D

Miss me ah? (: (: (:

Did the usual stuffs.

GB.

Mark attendance, check attire.

They say my fingernails too long, but cut yesterday. D:

Then, keep repeating alot of times.

Asked Ms lee for nail clipper, then she walk away.

Don noe why.. should be never hear, then nvm lo..

Ms Lee check SLs..

Call me out coz my nails.

Don noe why angry.

Then, like say:'Yesterday already cut during pe, why must cut again?!'

Then, cry! :O

Faster turn away from the girls.

Thanks for those who care, especially shirleen and nataling.

Coz they were beside me.

Did pumpings, 20. Shirleen double, at first wanna ask if I can do 10 for her, but don wanna talk. :/

Ms Lee talk to us lo.

I don really noe what's the LONG of their LONG.

To me, my nails are not long. :/

Ms Lee talktalk lo..

Said like do I noe that what I did was not correct.

But.. When you're angry, you won't really think so much, jux say what you have in mind, right?

Ms Lee say if you're so naive to think that way, I tell you, it's not the proper way.

Ms Goh came and walk-ed away.

Ms Quah came.

Then, she like ask-ed me if I noe whether mine was long.

I don even noe what's the expectation. :/

Then, she like doubt me, keep asking i really don noe.

I REALLY DON NOE whether it's long.

After that, Nat left.

Then, Ms quah showed me the proper length.

Very short will make my fingers very painful. D:

Then, don noe why cry again.

HAIX!!! I'm too emotional. D:

But I think it's quite a good thing?

At least I cry and feel better rather than jux keep everything inside. (: (: (:

Then, cut..

Apologise to Ms lee.

She don wanna accept, she want to be think again.

When, my thought is already done.

Done cutting, while walking to class.

Keep thinking that I'm wrong, then the tears keep flowing.

Wah! D': D': D':

Lijoo first to saw my cried face. :/

Then, gawon, lijoo and ms goh asked what happened.

I said nothing,

HAHAHA! okok. (:

My eyes like swollen feeling. :/

Then, cry again. -.-

Then, thought of alot of things. D:

Drills.

Xueting want me do drills in my school shoes.

No way!

Friction will wear my shoes out.

Soon, will spoil. D:

So, sat down, see and learn.

Ms Lee came.

Apologise to her.

Apology accepted. (:

Help Ting with her contingent. (:

Recess.

Had Roti Prata.

Today one was YUMMY! :D

Then, singspiration.

Going home, talk-ed to Felicia on bus. (: